I really have no reason for writing.... so why am I??  ^^;;  Ah well.

For the first time in a very long time, I feel like I have very little to worry about.  I mean, I have my studies to be concerned over like always, but... I don't have any really severe problems.  The only thing that bothers me and is on my mind a lot is that I miss Angelo.  I don't have my ex-friends to worry about anymore... they're gone from my life (and, wow, do my shoulders feel great).  I feel like I can actually pay more attention to the things I should be.  As in, my studies, my boyfriend, and my friends.  Feels nice.  Feels too good to be true, but I'm not waiting for things to turn bad on me.  When things do start getting bad again, it'll be a big shock and it'll hit me hard.  But it's ok, cause I'm used to dealing with things that way.  I just hope this happy streak lasts me for a while.

I really need this time of relaxation, of less stress, of fewer worries.  The desert sand is hot, my feet are blistered and tired, and my throat has been dry for so long... I need this oasis, very badly.  The shade will heal my infected cuts and wet my parched lips.  The picture of you and the memory of your touch will heal my heart.  Until we meet again, my love...

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