I hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE THUNDERSTORMS!!!!!!!

they're loud, and scary!  i don't like loud noises, they bother me, make me jumpy.  thunder is loud, it bothers me, it makes me jumpy - IT'S SCARY!!!!!!

I woke up cause I had to pee, now I can't go back to sleep cause I'm too scared.  =(

yes, i am a 22-year-old who is afraid of thunderstorms.  :[  it's only because of the loudness.... I really have trouble dealing with loud noises.  and bright lights, too.  but bright lights aren't scary, they just hurt my eyes.  thunder is scary.  scary, scary, scary.

hmmm... i can't really hear anything anymore; I wonder if it stopped?  I am still sleepy.  maybe I'll try to go back to sleep now.... it really is a lot quieter.  maybe......... *still a lil scared*  : (  i wish angelo were here.  then i bet i wouldn't be scared.  or at least i could wake him up; he doesn't mind if i wake him up at night (like after having a nightmare or something).  i thought about going to holly and d's room and sleeping on their floor (hmmm... i wonder if their door is unlocked?).  thunderstorms aren't quite as scary when i'm not by myself.

i'm sorta jealous of people who can enjoy thunderstorms.  but then... i guess everyone has something they're afraid of.  maybe there's someone out there who loves thunderstorms, but they're afraid of... being by themselves for very long, or something, i dunno!  i need to end this entry and try to go back to sleep.  *wishes herself luck cause she knows no one else reads this*

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