I've just discovered something interesting.  I'm not an ENFP anymore.  I'm an ISFJ.  O.o;;  Tonight, just for kicks, I've decided to take the full version of the Enneagram personality sorter at 9types.com, and at the end it asks about your MBTI (Myers-Briggs Type Indicator) and I thought, "hmmmm... maybe I should retake that one, too."  So I did, and my type has changed.  Oddly enough, it makes perfect sense.  I've been changing a lot over the past 2 years or so.  I've become more withdrawn and self-involved; I've stopped relying on other people and have been pulling away from my friends a bit; I have a job at a nursing home, which totally changes your perspective on life, let me tell you.  I'm sure there are other things, but those are the only ones I can think of right now.  But... in a lot of ways I'm still the same.  I'm still a typical Gemini, I'm still oversensitive and slightly empathetic (my self-absorption keeps me from being fully empathetic, IMO) and I'm still torn between idealism and realism.  So... that's about it.  My type has changed, and I find that to be very interesting.  Oh, and in case anyone is curious, here's where I took the MBTI: http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp  Don't take it at www.kiersey.com, cause they don't tell you what exact type you are unless you pay them money (poop on the them).

in other news...

I did something bizarre today.  I told someone that I was sad.  Go ahead... laugh.  :P  But... that was a big accomplishment for me!  I mean, I don't tell people when I'm sad... I even have trouble telling Angelo when I'm sad, and I trust him with my life and everything.  And, actually, I told 2 people: Allison and Autumn.  YAY FOR ME!  For someone who likes to keep her feelings and such to herself for fear of burdening others, I took a big leap today.  And... I found that I didn't mind it.  When I told Allison that I was sad, I didn't feel bad about doing so.  And I didn't feel bad when I told Autumn, either.  Am I changing again?  This is a good thing if I am... I need to get out of this rut I've been stuck in of not depending on other people and of keeping everything to myself.  It's just not healthy.  ^_^;  So.... good luck to me!  *treats herself to a can of A&W and some Crash Bandicoot*  YUM!

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