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"Dreams Come True" Wednesday, September 25, 2002 @ 11:43 pm
I thought Japanese was odd, at first, cause it's so different from English with i's being pronounced like e's and all that and sometimes s's are z's and... yeah. But then I got used to it, and after every song I downloaded and romanized lyric I printed out, I got the hang of it, and now if I look at romanized Japanese words, I can pronounce them well enough to be understood (well, I hope...). Then I fell in love with Faye Wong and Sammi Cheng, two very awesome Chinese singers. And Chinese is just confusing, and it doesn't help that I can't find any romanized lyrics. *grumbles* I know they exist! But... I have a nice collection of Chinese mp3s, and I'm pretty familiar with it. But Korean.... Korean is just plain weird. O.o;; Don't get me completely wrong, I still think it sounds pretty and I enjoy listening to it, but, it's just very different from any other language I've ever looked at. It's all Kris's fault... cause she had this music video that someone made using Fushigi Yuugi images and a Korean song by SES called "Dreams Come True." But that was a long time ago and I forgot about it, and now the blame gets placed on Autumn, because she recently downloaded the mp3s (the English and Korean versions of the song), and somehow they got stuck in my head. So I spent 2 hours tonight finding the mp3s for myself. XD And I'm happy to say that I have both versions, AND romanized lyrics! And, wow, are those lyrics ever hard to figure out. I'm starting to get the hang of her slurs, but, still. I can (fairly) accurately sing the beginning:
Funny how all dreams come true
YAY! XD I'll get better... I have to, otherwise this obsession will never cease.
other stuff...
hmmmm.... well, Aut's fine, she got a flat tire so that's why she wasn't at school on time. She got here before the official worry start time, so it was all good.
I got to talk to Angelo last night... stayed up till about 3 a.m. too. I'm dead tired now, but it was so worth it. I miss him a lot these days, even more than ever since I'm so close to graduation (and therefore to moving up to NY where he is). Even if we only get to talk for 10 minutes or something, it still makes me happy just to be connected to him, even if it's through a computer.
I've noticed something odd; I haven't really been depressed lately. And by "lately" I mean within the past few weeks... if not since the end of Summer. It's... very strange. I'm used to being sad, it's kind of like a security because it's always been consistent. Even when I wasn't particularly sad about anything, there would always be this kind of dull ache inside me that I always labelled as me being melancholy. But that "dull ache" isn't there much anymore. I mean... I don't feel it now, and it's 12:04 a.m.! Late at night is when it always hits me hardest, and that hasn't been happening for quite a while. The only thing that has changed is that none of my "ex-friends" are anywhere near me. Jess graduated, Brad graduated, Ana didn't come back this semester, Lisa I think failed or dropped out, and I think Anne may have graduated. They're all gone, they're not at Edinboro anymore. I don't have to worry about seeing them, or accidently bumping into them and not knowing what to do or say. The thoughts and feelings about them that have plagued me since February 2001 have simply... vanished. And now I, who have always seen myself as rather melancholy and always had something depressing on my mind somewhere, feel so different. It's a good different, though; a very good thing. I can't describe how wonderful it feels to be free of all of that. Whhhheeeeeeeee!!! I feel like dancing, except that I'm sleepy. ^_^; So, yeah... I feel that I have rambled enough for one night. I'm not even going to bother re-reading this before posting. oooo, i'm such a rebel. ^^;;;
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