I'm bored.

I could go to bed, I guess.  I only got 4 hours of sleep last night, so I'm feeling a little tired right now.  But I keep thinking, what if Angelo comes online? and I can't picture myself crawling into bed without worrying and wondering.

So... now I'm bored.  I tried taking personality tests, but I got tired of them rather quickly.  I was working on the 4:15 but I'm done now.  Maybe I'll play some Crash.  But being as tired as I am, I doubt that I would get very far.  I could go take a walk, but that means changing out of my PJs.  Maybe I should just go to bed.  There will be other times to talk to Angelo, right?  And I don't even know if he'll come online tonight, there's just a (slim) chance.  I just wish I could talk to him.  I need his advice... need to hear his voice... need to know that I'm still good for/at something.  I can't shake that "i feel useless" feeling that's come over me recently. What to do?

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