I don't know what's wrong with me, but I don't want to leave my room.  I don't want to see my friends or anyone, I don't want to go anywhere, I don't want to change out of my PJs.  I just want to lie in my bed and stare at the ceiling and let all these thoughts take me where they will.  No interruptions.  I just want these feelings to float around in my head.  I want to let myself cry.  I want to let myself wallow in this sad-like feeling all day long.  I enjoy this kind of day... it's all so very familiar and comforting to me.

I really wish I had some chocolate ice cream and Ruffles potato chips right now... O.o;;

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