I'm really too naive for my own good.  Sometimes I think I'm too nice for my own good, too, but that only applied in the days gone by.  These days... I could stand to be a nicer person.  Not sure exactly why, but tonight I feel so foolish.  As if there are things in life that are so simple and that everyone else understands, but I don't understand them at all.  Are they just things that everyone else takes for granted?  Or am I just foolish?  A little bit of both, perhaps, but there's no real way of telling which it is in a given situation.  I feel like I'm rambling...

In other news, my stressful weekend has passed, and I feel a little bit better now.  So far I've gotten my work done on time, so I think that lifted my spirits.  I did, however, get depressed after Astronomy today.  I couldn't remember 2 of the answers to the quiz we had, so it's another 3/5 for me.  *sighs*  I want an A so badly in that class - I've worked really hard so far!  I've been doing all my work, and I've only missed one class.  I've really tried learning this stuff, but somehow I don't see me getting the A; but at least I'll have a B.  It wouldn't matter to me at all, normally, so long as I passed, except that if I get all A's and B's this semester, I'll be able to graduate with a 3.0, which would make me feel good.  Admittedly, it doesn't really matter much in my grand scheme of things.

I miss Angelo.  I haven't talked to him in a while, and he hasn't been on AIM for even longer than that.  Maybe he'll be there tomorrow night... he gets home from anime club after midnight, so if I stay up just a little bit, maybe I'll get to talk to him.  I hope.

and I miss you when you're gone
that is what I do.
and it's hard to carry on
but that is what I do...

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