I got to talk to Angelo last night, online.  I was hoping and hoping that he would show up, and he did.  Funny thing, too, cause he was hoping that I'd be online.  ^_^  We talked for about 2 hours, and had a great conversation.  He made me feel better, I made him feel better, so it was good.  I guess in the big picture, we didn't really talk about much... but it felt so important to me.  We talked about our lives.  I don't feel like such a bad girlfriend now.  ^^;;  I'm still exceedingly worried about him, though.  I know he's being crushed under all the pressure he's under right now... but he says I help, that I made him feel better.  I asked him what I can do and he said "stay with me always"  I wished so badly at that moment, that I could just hold him in my arms.

soon.

actually... it will be soon.  He was able to get the first weekend of November off... so he can come visit me and we can spend our anniversary together!  (well, a day or 2 late, but still)  This marks the 4th year.  *happy sigh*

On a completely off-that-topic note, I've become re-obsessed with Natalie Imbruglia's "Wrong Impression"

Falling out, falling out
Have you ever wondered
If this was ever more
Than a crazy idea...
I want you
But I want you to understand
I miss you
I love you

Even with me operating on only 6 or 7 hours of sleep, today feels so wonderful...

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