Angelo was here from Friday night till this morning around 11, and I was delightfully happy.  It was our anniversary, so we exchanged little gifts.  He got me lilies (my favorite flower), chocolate (yum!), a white feather boa (it's a loooong story), and a silver chain with a poem he wrote.  The poem is sweet... I've read it several times already.  It won't be long till it's memorized, but I don't care.  It makes me so happy to have something so special like that.  On Saturday, mom and Chuck took Angelo and I out to Chinese - twice.  ^_^  I actually had fun!  I mean, Chuck wasn't annoying at all; maybe it's just cause I was in such a great mood.  It gets even better, too - I got my Logic midterm (a philosophy class) back on Friday, and I got an 86.  YAY!!  It was a glorious weekend.  But then, all wonderful things must end, and clouds must cover the sun from time to time.  So Angelo left this morning.  I didn't get to walk him to his truck cause Holly and I were on our way to lunch.  So I didn't get to cry until I got home from my night class, around 8:35.  I shut the door, took 2 or 3 steps forward, and my legs just wouldn't support my weight anymore.  I crumbled to the floor and burst into tears.  Then I just stretched out on one of my rugs, cuddled Jaquinot, and let out all my pent-up sorrow.  I feel better now... it was a welcome release.  I'm still very sad, but now it's not as strong, so I can continue living.

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