I can't believe it's been 5 days since I last wrote something here.  Where did the time go?!  Ah well.  I'm not about to complain too much, as there are now only 3 weeks until I graduate!  *happy*

I called Angelo's house today in yet another futile attempt at getting in contact with him.  His mom answered, and said he was at work.  I asked her to tell him to call me back whenever he got home.  He only works till 10, and it's now 11:15.  I wonder if he'll call, or if he'll even get the message at all? 

On a brighter note, Autumn and I watched Shrek for my 5th or 6th time, and had a lot of fun.  There were jokes about "the kid formerly known as Z" aka "the Blue Light Special" aka "that annoying kid in my Astronomy class" made, and that was funny too.

But then to make things worse, I have a dry throat that isn't cured by drinking anything or by sucking on cough drops or by taking cough medicine.  And it's making me cough every minute, and it's really fucking annoying and frustrating, especially with me wanting to talk to Angelo and not being able to because his mom hates me or something.  GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

*takes a deep breath*  three weeks.  three weeks.  three weeks, then there will only be six weeks left and then he'll be all yours and none of this will matter anymore.  three weeks, three weeks...

I want someone to come take care of me.  I want to be held.  Someone please tell me that everything will be okay.  Reassure me, help me get through this little rough spot.  ankigo sipeo.

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