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soon Tuesday, December 10, 2002 @ 8:15 am
tired, stressed, but only 4 days till I graduate!! YAY! I've just been way too busy to write any entries - ah well.
I wonder which it is. I think the latter. I think I've got just a little more peace-making stuff inside me than I do turmoil-making stuff, so I'm ok. But I still feel that things aren't quite right yet, even though it's almost been 2 years. I don't feel quite like 'me' again yet... or maybe I never will, and I've just changed that much. Maybe I'll never get that 'me' back. All I know is... I don't want to give up, and I don't want to give in. I'll fight these demons till my last drop of blood splatters the ground, if it comes to that. If I fall, I believe that the ones close to me will catch me. If anything, Chibi Angelo will. *giggles* Hmmmm.... you'd think I'd be wary of such a claim, believing that the people I care about so much care about me just as much. But... I believe that they do. Maybe I have changed more than I thought... but then, it's one thing to say it, and another thing to do it. Gah! Too much thinking. *wanders off to study more* >_<
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