miss you, miss you, miss you, and i'm going insane.  *sighs*  where did this depression come from??  i was so happy... and now i'm not, and i don't even know why.  missing angelo has always made me sad, but not like this.  maybe it's because it's christmas.  christmas always makes me feel sad.  i don't know, but it's kind of annoying.  it's a familiar feeling, so i don't really mind it... i just wish i knew why.

okay, fine.  so missing angelo is my problem.  there's not a damned thing i can do about it.  he works, i'm gonna be working again soon.  his car doesn't work, my car works when it feels like it.  damnit, i just need to be with him!  i just need a hug!  a smile, even!  i just need to feel his love...  i need to feel loved.... and protected and safe and cared for and needed.

it seems so pathetic for me to say,
but without you, i've lost my way.

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