my god, it's november already?!  damn.  when did that happen?  ah well.  so, uh, hi there.  i'm still alive, and all that, to a certain extent.  i'm supposed to be looking up something, but instead I came here.  typical.  ^^;;

so let's see.... I'm working at wal-mart now (oh the horror! *faints*), still living with my sister (we haven't fought yet! yay!), keeping fingers crossed that this apartment we're looking at (which is pretty crappy IMO) works out ok cause I know my sis wants us out pronto.  oh joy of joys let the hint-dropping begin.  but it's ok, cause I understand.  we're interfering with her sex life and all that (it's interfering with ours too ya know! *frown*).  but i'm rambling cause there's not much to say.

I'm so happy to be listening to Utada Hikaru right now.  all I have is the radio, so I've been really missing and craving my Japanese music.  *huggles her cd* I wuv yoo THIIIIIS MUUUUUCH! *spreads arms wide*

I miss all my friends.  :(  Dee and Kris and Holly and Dusty and especially my Autsy.  *sniffles*  I said I'd go visit everyone at their townhouse at Edinboro, but I haven't had the chance yet.  :(  I really want to see my friends again, but can't afford to visit.  It's so sad to live far away from the ones you love.  :(  I knew this already from being LDR with Angelo, but now this is like 5 people instead of just 1.  it's like double-overloading on the distance thing.  quite depressing, a bit taxing.  *sighs*

oh well.  better get searching if I ever wanna get to bed.  *glances at clock and yawns*

;_;

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