I can't forget you.  I never will.

It's always a song that gets me.  Linkin Park, Evanescence, Train, that new song by Dido... something in all of them reminds me of you.

Not that you care.

Not that I expect you to.

Though sometimes, I wish you would.  I guess I like the pain.

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
I'll tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be...

if I think about this anymore, I'll go crazy.  sometimes i think that's what I really want.  as an excuse?  who knows....  and there I go with the thinking and the craziness all over again.  i should just get some sleep, but I can't seem to tear myself away from your name staring back at me.  I should delete the damned thing, but I can't bring myself to do it.  I guess I think I deserve to feel the pain.  But it's like shoving a dog's nose into its own shit when it messes on your clean carpet; the dog doesn't learn anything except to enjoy the smell of its own feces.

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