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this place, this feeling, is sentimental... Wednesday, Dec. 24, 2003 @ 9:49 pm
Merry Christmas, world. Whether it's the birth of a child that you are celebrating, or the fact that you got that watch you wanted, or the fact that you even exist, I hope you enjoy the evening tonight and the day tomorrow. And if you're feeling depressed and/or are saying 'bah humbug' or you're just not celebrating this holiday for whatever reason, well, I hope you are enjoying that as best you can as well. XD
The year is winding down, and as always I look back on my life as well as the past year and wonder where the time has gone. I have lots of things to look ahead to, lots of anniversaries coming up. Angelo proposed to me last year in January, my ex-friends stopped talking to me 3 years ago come this February, my mom and step-dad's anniversary is coming up in a few days or so, and I'm sure that there are other things which I am forgetting. In any case, I am content right now with my life. Sure I've been depressed lately, and maybe tomorrow I'll be depressed again, but for right now, I'm ok. My life feels like it's in order, I feel that I am living as nearly best as I can; I feel loved and cared for by the people I care about. I can't wait to see my friends again, hopefully in January we can all get together.
I love this season. Even though I have no tree this year, even though everything that I grew up with isn't with me, I feel it all in my heart, and it makes me happy. I'm alone this Christmas Eve, since Angelo is at work, but somehow I'm not sad about it. I'm ok, because I know I am loved even if the loved ones aren't physically here now.
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