2 days ago and yesterday were crap, damn did it ever just suck.  just... really really depressed, that's all.  but it's better now.  work-happenings cheered me up, and i just generally talked myself out of bad thoughts.  had a weird dream, too, that helped pull some stuff out.

I had my Autsy when it all started hitting me, and she made me feel betters, got me to open up enough to cry and release some stress.  which was good.  very very good.  she my bestest friend; luvs her dearly.  i ish talking funny and will stop now.

but, damn, that sucked.  :(

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