idle musings of wonderment and pointlessness
Friday, Jan. 09, 2004 @ 2:09 am

i've been reading "bridget jones's diary" and so was (of sorts) influenced (and bored) (and pensive) at work to write this....

"why to be depressed all the time. not healthy. but can't be helped i suppose. new year. nothing new with me. life is dull. boring. wish i could be more of what i want self to be. more confident. pretty. wish did not hate self.

seems like rest of world is all good and happy and having fun. makes me feel even more useless and depressed. what the fuck is wrong with me? why can i never be satisfied."


.... but i'm feeling not-sad now, but i still wrote that in here anyway, because i wanted to.  so there.


angel
You are a beautiful person. As an angel you grant
everyone near you peace with your presence
(though you can sometimes be a bit aware of
this and arrogant about it at times.)

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interesting....


I've decided that I want to purchase Jason Mraz's CD.  'You and I Both' is stuck in my head, and his voice is so calming, and I love 'Remedy' too.  2 tracks of a CD that I like, makes it worth buying.  S'why I first bought Jewel's album when she first came out, and it turned out to be a good buy for me.


Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me?
Oh things are gonna happen naturally.
Oh, taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing.

Oh, but it oftentimes those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright light turns to night
Oh, until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, oh the love that I love

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words
More words than I had ever heard and I feel so alive

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
And if you could see me now, oh love love, You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of and if you could see me now
Well then I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of, finally-di-di-di-di-di-di
Well I'm almost finally, finally, well I am free
Oh I'm free

And it's okay if you had to go away
Oh, just remember the telephones, well they work in both ways
But if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found your someone else and that's okay,
Cause I'll remember everything you sang...

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of and if you could see me now
Well then I'm almost finally out of, finally out of, finally-di-di-di-di-di-di
Well I'm almost finally finally, well, out of words.


hmmmmm.  i will never be out of words.  there is too much to put words to.


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