ugh.  i wish something would happen.  something interesting.  i feel... satisfied and content with my life, and that is unsettling and disontenting.  i can't believe that everything is just "ok" in my life, because then i would be accepting that everything is fine the way it is, which means that i'm fine the way i am and OH MY GOD THAT'S WHAT I'VE BEEN TRYING TO DO FOR SO FUCKING LONG WHY THE FUCK AM I BITCHING ABOUT IT NOW.

BUT...... it is 1:12 in the a.m. and I am thoroughly exhausted, so that is AMPLE explanation for current mood.  blame it on sleepy-time sadness.

Nigirishimeta sadame no yaiba ten ni furikazashite!
Bokura wo matsu arashi wo idakou!

the problem is that i'm lonely.  i wish angelo didn't work 3rd shift.  i really really really wish he didn't.  : (

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